Where has it gone to?

I asked God for a mirror and God took it out from His pocket.

But He threw it on the floor and it broke.
I was angry and disappointed with God but God's small voice spoke
"Child, its not that I'm selfish but its because you are selfish.
You always ask for blessings, protection, in fact everything from me..
But you seldom ask anything from me about _____ (I don't know how to phrase it)"

A relationship without trust, to me is failed relationship.