Search me, O God.

Search me, O God,
Let me my heart be pure before You
In all that I do,
May it be pleasing to You.

God, I just pray that you break every impure motives in my heart.

Your mercy brings me to my knees,

Wasn't this suppose to be a carefree race?
How come I feel so burdened and heavy?

I was carried to the table, seated where I don't belong.

I was just taking my normal bus ride to school when God reminded me about what Pastor Daniel shared during RAW camp last year during the last day.

"I saw this guy knocked into a girl who was standing there while he was running, I thought the girl would get angry and may even scream at the guy. But out of my imagination, the girl ran with him."

Is this race that you are running, a very unexciting, wearisome one? Or is it a race that impacts, that causes the people around you to catch this fire and run this race with you?
God has challenged me.

I just can't get away.

(I just can't find the words to describe it.)

I am an arrow, I am a rocket
I am a river and nothing can stop it
Cause You are the target and You are the atmosphere
You are the ocean that keeps pulling me, You're pulling me here

And I, can't get away, can't get away
Can't get away, can't get away
I can't get away, can't get away...I keep running into You

I am a beggar, You are the table
I am so helpless, God You are so able
And when I get turned around You change my direction
You're so perfect, I'm so broken, here You come with arms wide open
Chasing after me down every road
You're always waiting there

Even when I close my eyes, I can't help but see
There's no place that I can hide, You're such a part of me
I can't get away cause I keep running into You

I can't get away...

There are many prodigal sons,

Let my home and school be my mission field.

- "Don't give up on me."

Quoted.
- "Here we are, talking about His second coming but many have not heard of His first."