Saturday, January 31, 2009

Hold on, listen and obey, surrender your life into His keeping

I don't understand why.
But I hope you guys know what to choose because you have once experienced His love.
A choice is set before you now
Living or dying, blessing or cursing
And know, the time has come around
To turn from your fighting and rest in His mercy

Choose life, that you might live
The life that He gives, He gives you forever
Choose life, the way that is true
From the one who chose you, your father in heaven
Choose life
I'm still available for you and you.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

You're the answer.

I really really need to learn to speak! If not I'm gonna just waste another year. Tingfang, wake up and look at the calendar, its been one month!

Well, CNY has been great but I think its not that good this year. But I thank God for everything that has happened during that few days.



























I really have no pictures to blog because I'm too lazy to bring my camera out and snap!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

My heart wanting more.

God rend the heavens and came down when He heard my cry!!

Its so real and I know that is real. Everything is like cartoon, so cute, so cool. God never cease to amaze me with His mighty power.

God is stretching because I'm too fat to wear that pants, if He doesn't stretch, my pants will have a big big hole.

To those who are fat : Jiayou!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

This old broken heart has finally found a home.

I was hopping from here to there, there to here on my comp. And I finally.. remember what to do. I wanted to blog! -.-



























Its not 爱 TingFang but I'm trying to emphasize on the 爱 part. Anyway, you have to love me also :D That cute cute thing always encouraging me to not give up in loving for God. You always get tempted away because you have the choice to love or not to love and since loving is so hard, I used to give up and say "others will do it for me la." But I know that its my business now. Loving is really exhausting if it doesn't flow out from within..

TINGFANG MUST INCREASEINCREASEINCREASE IN LOVE!

Anyway, TingFang has been really obedient this few weeks. I finish reading 2 books in a month and I'm starting on my 3rd book now! :D
I never cease to be impressed by myself.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Show me how to love like You have love me.

I'm really, seriously amazed by how God provided strength.
And how God led me through every situation.

Tired. Drained. Fatigued. Wearied. But God just came and provided strength little by little. It has been a really "ohmygoodness" period when school started but at least I was able to pull through. I still thought I would have to spend my year being "ohmygoodness" everyday.

You know what?! God has already fulfilled one of my goals (I believe there's more to come!), WOW-ness. God is just so good, words cannot express how good He is but He is just really really x100000000000 good la. And I felt that all the people around me are thanking God for some particular reason, see how good God is. He's faithful to everyone and to tingfang!

And hor, I wonder why people want to pee in the lift! Argh, I hate it. Mum says some old uncle who sits under the block is urgent then they lazy go home to pee so just go in one lift and pee inside, oh so yuck!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

From fear to faith, from weakness to strength!

"Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life." Revelation 2:10

I'm afraid but I cannot stay in this position anymore.
You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You are

You’re the light in this darkness
You’re the hope to the hopeless
You’re the peace to the restless
You are

There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done here

Friday, January 9, 2009

The joy of the Lord is my strength.

Say "YES!" with me because its finally weekends. It has been an exhausting week indeed and the coming week will most probably drain me of all strength. *Sigh*

Thank God that things have been nice and the slopes are still gentle, not steep yet. I wonder what will happen next?

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Give me Your strength, I wanna live for You.

Its just the 3rd day of school and I seriously need a short break already D: I can't wait for weekends.
Fang ah, hang on!
He has been talking again..
"Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life." Revelation 2:10
祷告因为我渺小
祷告因为我知道我需要
明瞭你心意对我重要
祷告已假装不了
祷告因为你的爱我需要
你关怀我走过的你都明白

有些是我只想对你说
因你比任何人都爱我
痛苦从眼中流下,我知道你你为我擦
在早晨我也要来对你说
主耶稣今天我为你活
所需要的力量你天天赐给我
你恩典够我用

Friday, January 2, 2009

Would You let me ask the questions that is burning inside of me?

HOLIDAYS ARE OVER, fortunately and unfortunately.
Well, this holidays has been a fruitful one. Too much to elaborate about it so hehe (:

Well, first day of school was really nice. Everything just went so smoothly that its too hard to believe that it actually happened, seriously.
Oh, chinese prayer meeting from today onwards, I'm pretty excited for it (:
Take me and invade me
Make me someone new
Wake me from the dead
And break me with the truth

Move me and disturb me
Interrupt my peace
Tear open my heart
And pull me to my knees

There's a world outside
That is burning
While I'm turning blinded eyes
While I stand by

I won't survive
To live this ordinary life
I'm not alive
To live this ordinary life

And I will try
To see this world I live in
With Your eyes
To love this world You've given
With my life
To see this world I live in
With Your eyes
To love this world You've given
With my life

(I find this song so cool. Ohmy, I just bold everything again :X)

Anyway, this is the first time I post not late at night, cool.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Open the floodgates of heaven.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
In your new year's resolution, please remember to include "love tingfang many many".
Thanks very much.
And please really really believe that God is gonna do something big this year in your life and my life too! :D
Lets expect something bigger and raw-er.