Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me.

I was searching a poem for literature homework and I decided to use this because it really encouraged me, a lot. Even though I know it at the back of mind but than it just act like a refreshing moment for me.

A lime sapling I found grew up in wild,
In ten years’ time to be a tree quite big;
For long it stayed dwarf-like: refused to grow,
As caterpillars ate its verdure leaves.

And not a flower or a fruit it bore!
Insects built nests and spiders spun cob-webs;
Its roots stood ’midst gravel and rocky mud;
Red-ants made home till ant-powder was put.

How sad it was to see the lime-tree’s fate!
The rain and sun nurtured it despite odds;
And one day when I stared at her foliage,
Amazed to see it covered by fruits!

There is a time for everything on earth;
‘There is a season for all things, ’ God says;
The keys to success- patience and strong faith;
God will decide when all things fruition best.

One never knows when God uses someone;
One never knows when God does miracles;
One never should look down upon others;
God has a plan for everything He makes!

Jeremiah 29:11, was the first thing that came into my mind after reading this poem.

I am counting on God.

I feel so unprepared for school even though it already started. Its just the first day of school, and these things happen, how can I continue to maintain my mood for this whole term. I am like back to where I am when school started in January, the rantings are back. School cycle.

Oh God.

Here is my life,

Wanted to blog but something took away the mood, far far far far away to the place where Cinderella and Snow White is.

I will go to the ends of the earth, for You.

I WANTED TO BLOG FOR LIKE SO LONG but I just don't know how to phrase my words.

But after she talked about it, I finally found the words to express how I feel.

I AM IMPRESS OF MYSELF SURVIVING THROUGH 10 WEEKS OF SCHOOL!
Yea, that's what I want to express. If you have been reading my blog, you should have saw the rantings of how tired school is for me in the earlier posts during January and February. And see where am I now, I am not complaining much already, I hope so.
OHYEA! I am only late for thrice this term! One of my goal was cannot get detention form and I did not!
lollipop jy! ♥

I just can't wait for tomorrow's lessons to end! Just one more day, so excited with my holidays!
(Ah fang ah, its just one week holiday and you are already like so mad over it. What will happen when June holidays draw near?! One month of holiday leh.)
Quite true ah. :X

Gotta chiong my project already, goodbye.

Your love is deeper than the deepest ocean.

Ah, this week has not been really good but at least I did something, small but meaningful and I sent a detailed schedule, maybe not detailed but at least better than previous ones right.

I am just waiting for the holidays to come, I am so sick of waking up at 6 and than go through school as usual. Than after school, either its cca, remedial or project work, have to crack my brains to solve this and that and when I fail to do so, I feel like a failure especially when I am holding certain post. But I know God will carry me through and God's love always take away that failure feeling.

A lot of things have happened over the months, I feel like as if I came back to 2008. Something ought to happen during this particular period, every year, maybe for 2 years. I wonder when can it stop happening and stay till forever and ever.

I thank God for the different papers that I have went through, all glory to God.

I am waiting for Ser to come up and collect her thumbdrive!!

Have you ever smile when everyone is not?

Come Lord Jesus come.

I felt like a failure. I feel so irritated and pissed.

All who are thirsty
All who are weak
Come to the fountain
Dip your heart in the stream of life
Let the pain and the sorrow
Be washed away
In the waves of his mercy
As deep cries out to deep (we sing)

I will follow You.

I know I don't have doraemon to bring me back to the past to change things around. So I only can do better in the future and make sure I don't regret my ways again.

I thank God for the past 2 months and I want to thank God even more for a brand new month.

I've waited all my life to be here face to face
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace
The way You show me that Your love has
Washed me clean
Could never be erased, it lives inside of me

Take me to that secret place
Where I can only see Your face
And nothing else will ever feel this way
You take away my guilty stains
The things I've done that I can't change
It's only by the power of Your name

I stand here in this place
See the glory on Your face
Taken by the wonder of Your name

I'm desperate for Your touch
Never needed it so much
'Cause all I want is You

When all the things around me
Have fallen to the ground
I'm always thankful
For the love in You I've found