What do I know of this love?

I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small

Dear diary,

I will not miss you out tonight. Cause there's just too much, i've gotta jot down.

God, love calling your name.

To live for what You called me,

"I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds."

You have to die before you can live. You have to give before you can receive. You have to lose your life in order to find it.

I choose to lay me down.

You've got more things in hand, don't dwell in this.

Don't forget about your life affecting your ministries.

I'd rather you're not at home.

It came upon me as..

I looked back at the good things the Lord has done in my life, I realised I lost my consistency. Circumstances wavered me too much, gotta stand back again, girl.

I’m finished and done with low living, sight walking, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed vision, worldly talking, cheap giving & dwarfed goals.