I have been here and here I am again.

Just like banging on the wall when I already knew that how hard I bang, it won't fall but I still continue to bang.

February is gonna come to an end real soon.. I still feel so..

Tsk. Need to learn to discipline myself by not taking busy as an excuse! Something that I need to breakthrough in, something which will bring me further if I am able to come out of it, something that will bless me a lot when I get out of it. So many positive rewards but humans like me tend to stay at where we are. But I make sure I come out.

Pray
Until
Something
Happens

I want to continue to trust in the promise that You have given to me.

TingFang, you need to pick yourself up from the mess that you have made again.

(I want to post something nice but it seems like nothing nice is going through my life.)

I give my heart all to You.

TingFang, its time for you to magnify God in your circumstances.

Stop making wild guesses and anyhow speak of things that is not proven.

Great is thy faithfulness.

Is teaching God's word the same as teaching maths questions?

When I looked back at the two youth camps that I have attended, it was cool. I mean each year brings me to a deeper level and a more special level with God through different ways and every camp was so real, too hard to not believe its not God.

Its hard to believe in what I can't see.

I wanna believe
But I'm having a hard time seeing past what I see right now, I see right now
I wanna be free
But when I try to fly I realize I don't know how, no one showed me how
Wish I could see that this mess I'm in will really work out for my good, you said it would
So, if you can hear me, can you give me a sign cause I don't feel you like I should, please if you could
My faith is almost gone, I can't hold on much longer, take this cup from me

I wanna believe when I close my eyes on this side I'll wake up with you, more in love with you
And, and finally, you will say my race it is over and my work is through, cause I believed in you
I know dark nights will come and some days there'll be no sunshine and you're too far to see

I don't know when, I don't know how, I don't know what, I don't know who.
But I believe as I wait, I will know.

Proverbs 3:4-6 Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man. Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Jiayou TF! You can do it.

Whoooo, that is how school is like, whooooo. Everyday seems to pass so fast and I shared with my group today that I felt I have done nothing for the past 2 months, 一事无成. Pretty saddening, I will continue to work towards my goals, I don't want to see myself being dissappointed at the end of the year. Before everything passes quickly, I want to grab hold of every minute and do something! But 谈何容易, tsk.

Jiayou TF! You can do it. You really can do it and you must do it not only for the sake of doing.

Thank You.

I have brought the 7th black pen of this year.

I felt God with me as I type those words for my report work, I hope to be able to complete it!

The God of peace will soon crush satan under your feet.

I read this book recently and it talked about knowing whats right and wrong in life.

I began to see what it really meant through life's situations because I didn't really understood what the book was trying to say.

Real life example :
"A student went to tell a teacher about the homework that need to be collected today. Teacher realized that he actually forgotten about it so he asked the whole class to pass it up."
What was the whole class's reaction after knowing that?
"OI! SO KPO FOR WHAT?!" (I bet you do it sometimes.)
BUT isn't that a correct act? Why is he/she being penalize? Is it just because he/she goes against the flow (acting wrongly)?

It totally applies to your own actions and speech, you know what you are doing/saying is wrong but you are still doing/saying it. Sometimes, it counts me in too.
I don't understand why but I do wonder why people are like this.

Random question but definitely a good question to ponder over.
What are you living for in this world?
I'm not trying to mean like if you are not living for something than you do not deserve to continue living but its helping you to search and find the meaning of life :D I've found it, what about you?

God has been opening a lot of doors, I can see it.

My deep desire to love You.

Happy valentine's day!
I thank God for being my valentine this year.

Is it because of Jesus' blood and He being my valentine, thats why red roses are popular during valentines' day?

Anyway, I thank God too because my foot is healing really fast.
I pray that He heal my cough and throat too.

Be exalted forever and ever more.

Sometimes devil just put thoughts into my mind like "Are you sure God is real?"

I waver in the past but now I can firmly say "Ya." because I've experienced His goodness for so many times. I saw how He led me through so many things, how he blessed me, how he mould me and comfort me in times of pain, how I see miracles happening. The teeny things that you might have not noticed, when you reflect, you surely would see God's goodness in it. All you need to do is simply to recall and reflect, I think its the best way to remember God is there for you always. And how He has been nice.

God broke my heart for what broke His, seeing you in this state.
We have done what we can do to help you, its your own choice now.

He will carry meeeeeeeee.

I just can't stop screaming at the fungus thingy on my feet, I don't know whats that disgusting thing called la!! I can't believe that it actually have been with me for 3 weeks and I thought it was a blister until it didn't burst after 21days!! Ohmygoodness, my hair all stand already, thank God someone realized what it was!! My dad is mad with me and he went to bathe leaving me here alone to apply the medication!!

OMGGGGGG, SO DISGUSTING!!

Its seriously the worst thing that have grown on my body. Please take precaution after my experience!! Ewwww, my hair still standing!!

My hair sings, "I'm still standingggg.."

Can You make it feel alright?

I cannot stand it but I cannot just assume that my presumptions are true.

Come by here.

I felt like blogging even when I know I have truckloads of homework that I have to complete! See, I'm so nice to sacrifice time for you so that you can read.

HOHO! (my dad just scolded me for still being a santa claus when its cny alr.) I don't know what to post but I want to post. I have a lot of things before I press blogger.com but its blank now, maybe I'm ready to pen down maths solutions already D:

Alright alright, I know what. God has taught me a lot of things this week through a lot of circumstances, through a lot of reading, through a lot of sharing. I don't understand a lot of things sometimes but I know Jeremiah 29:11 would be the best verse for me at this moment.

Thus far, I'm still not satisfied at where I am and I know there's still a long way with limited time to walk through.

有你跟着我,还害怕什么?

主说:"去爱就是去冒险,因为你要敞开你的心,有时候就会受到伤害."

God, I'm willing but I just cannot.