Saturday, November 28, 2009

It took me courage to speak this..

During the whole trip, I really died, fleshly. I learned to not only think about myself when I do certain things. I saw the needs of the people, that motivated to step out courageously and handle the things I was given a chance for.

How often do we commit ourselves so much yet forget or didn't process the whole purpose of doing all these, into our lives?

The different areas that I was involved in, it was an opportunity from God. I remember ci once told me this, "If you don't want to do it, it's okay. Because God would pass the opportunity to others. You are the one on the losing end."

You might not see the difference that you're gonna make by doing a certain action or speak a word. Just like how I acted in the skit, I find it hard to play that role because it wasn't me. But I was just motivated, when I know that maybe the actions that I do, the words that I speak, might be similar to what a person is going through. Through my actions, my words, this particular person's eyes might be open to see the cons of his/her behaviour.

Even when I needed to sing, I struggled. I had fears. But who knows that maybe through your vocals, someone might just receive so much from the lyrics that you are singing out of your mouth or someone might just be ministered by the song.

Through testimony, the same thing, maybe someone might be just going through what you went through before and is seeking for an answer to their problem. And through what you have spoken, people see the light, the hope that they are looking for. It brings a change to this person's life.

So.. Don't miss out the opportunity God has given to you today. Though you may struggle, but be willing to let God take every situation into His hands. Step out courageously. Don't miss the tugging in your heart cause you never know how much God is gonna extend the things that you are doing.

(because I know I am not there yet too)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Have Your way in me.

I want that alertness,awareness and sharpness back at home, not only in the missions field.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


i like. so cute!!
(iamblessed.tumblr.com)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

So undeserving yet He still reached down.

Monday, November 16, 2009

I am amazed by who You are.

At least I learn it now.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Something to say


Wake up, 7:32 a.m.
Can't believe it's time to do it over again
Yesterday it took all that you had
And you're wondering if you'll ever get it back
But the whole wide world is waiting for
Waiting for you to step out that door
Come on and let your life be heard today

You got something to say
If you're living, if you're breathing
You got something to say
You know if your heart is beating
You got something to say
And no one can say it like you do
God is love and love speaks through you
Got it, you got it
You got something to say

Listen up
I got a question here
would anybody miss you if you disappeared?
your life is the song that you sing
and the whole wide world is listening
well, the answer to your question is
you were created, your life is a gift
and the lights are shining on you today

Save some grace for me.

I know it either breaks me or builds me.

Sometimes when worries creep into me, fear takes its place. I am really fearful and a bit of doubting since so many things happened. I don't know whether its a sign or its a test of faith. But I choose to stand on my own choice. Because I know there's no turning back anymore. And I want give my all for this.

When all these things seems overwhelming..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I compared, I grumbled, I am struggling, I am afraid.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

God's Chisel - Masterpiece